feeling like CRAP

here's an other pic from this summer :)

So, i was about to write a post yesterday, but then wasn't feeling really good and stuff so i just decided to wait till this morning hoping i would have felt better but... THA-DHA! I'm feeling even worse ahahahah like my head it's exploding, my nose it's running and my mood is as black as it could be. Tonight i'm also encharged to shoot photos through out my mother's 50's birthday party, some huge thing on a boat with around 60 people, all in the 60's style...i don't really know if i can make it, at least not with this headache that's killing me. On top of it i'm wishing to find a job, a house/room and get my ass outta this crazy place, don't know how much more i can stand it here... if only my studies wouldn't be so expensive. ahah ok, enough whining for this morning, later i'm gonna post some inspirational more happy kinda blog entry, i promise :) i hope everyone is having a better day than i.

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the guardian of hell

heading out for a concert tonight, gotta go to get ready and get out (how many "g"s in this sentence ahahah). First tho i NEED to show you the final result for CERBERO!!! :D hope you enojoy it as much as i do :) i'm really proud of all the time and effort i've put into it, hope you guys appreciate this as well. CHEERS!

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mens sana in corpore sano

ahahahah ridicolousness today after my gym session ...tomorrow gonna try my first crossfit lesson let's see how it goes! i listen to so much metal stuff while exercising, that once i'm out of there i fell pumped like She Hulk ahahah

don't mind the retarded face and my not yet existing muscle ahahah ...but we'll get there!

ps. random whine of the day: why on earth every time i feel bloated-sick and down i always just eat more junk food and spend all the money in my wallet?! damn i should have gotten by now that this really doesn't help at all?!

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Summer Roaming pt.3

Budapest seen from the Castle

i loved this cableway!!!

only 2 of the multiple beers we drunk over there ahahah

just forgot to update you guys with some more photos from my summer trips :) you know, i still have like hundreds of more pics about this summer, and yet i always feel like i haven't taken enough to catch all the things i saw over there! Those are all pics from Budapest by the way, i mught upload somethin slightly different later eheh cheers :D

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A work of art is the unique result of a unique temperament.

just making a flying post before crashing on my bed (god i'm SO tired!) was willing to apologize for the lack of posts lately but..you know. I have no energies left since i've started going to the gym everyday after 3 years of "just sitting around" and it can be really tiring. Also i'm going to show you what i worked on this passed two days :) i'm pretty proud of the result but for tonight a sneak pick is all i will upload... see now that i'm supposed to study for my university i just started doing all the things i truly like in order not to think about it. don't really know if that's good or not ah-ah.

I'm proud to introduce: 

the CERBERO PROJECT 

to all of you. final comeout will be uploaded soon :) 

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ouch

good night last night! ...i'm kinda of hungover recovering right now, so it won't surprise me if this post wouldn't make sense ahah

went to a little town to see the "metal crusade" mini festival, with music and beer-challenges ah-ah-ah guess why i'm feeling like shit today ahahah

by the way it would have all been great and fun if the fucking police wouldn't have stopped the music at 12 pm booooohooooooooooooo and in that moment there were actually my friends ADE playing!it sucked pretty bad, even tho after an other couple of beers nobody was angry anymore.

That's it for now, maybe i'll make an other post later when my head comes back to normal ahah.

Leaving you a picture of my make up for the night (lipstick it's missing cuz i did put it on after taking the pics) and the only not-so-blurry photo of the night ahah Cheers! :D

just about to put on lipstick and do my hair

only picture i was actually able to shoot

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go eat... shit

i just posted this on tumblr and felt so much like sharing on here as well:

"you know what, if you keep telling, to a perfectly sane and healthy person, things like “go eat a sandwich!” or “you’re too thin” or, on the other side, “you should loose some weight” or “go build some muscles to burn all that fat ” you DO OFFEND HER. in a way, or in the other, you’re just not accepting that person the way she/he is, even tho she is just perfectly NORMAL. every person is different one from the other in shape, height, weight, appearance.. and nobody shouldn’t torment theirselves over someone else’s idea of healthy/beauty. when you state something like that, even with a superficial tone and not really caring about what you’re saying, you could actually be pushing that person on the direction of a eating disorder, in order to fit your ideas. do not underestimate the importance of your sentences on an insecure mind, there are already the media playing that role in people’s lives, nobody needs you to do the same."

i just got the "go eat somethen" advice non-requested.i know, my arms look ridiculously skinny and fragile and i don't even like it, that's also why i'm starting gym sessions, BUT you can't just assume i do not eat and say stuff like that. it makes me angry that it is because o those people that a lot of other girls/guys start starving or stuffing themselves. fuck that. i could understand some "quit smoking" advice (which anyways would be not requested as well) but at least would be for my future health. bha i'm sick of this stuff everywhere.

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come out

ok here's the comeout of 2 hours of hairwork ahahha i'm pretty happy about it even tho i ended up choosing a red that is a bit darker than the last time, but it think it looks better in the overall look.

i feel like a weird Dinsey princess kinda with all those waves and curls at the ends ahahah oh and i know you can't really tell from this webcam picture, and i promise you to put a better one on later ;) now gotta go get a coffee with a friend of mine :) later everyone ;*

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all time no time

the hair i'm getting again tomorrow!

hey there!!! Just updating really quickly my blog before going to get some deserved sleep.

So i went to get my GYM membership today and... HOLY FREAK! i swear to god THOR was there! like that one from the movie...well maybe not exactly him, but they looked so alike it got me unprepared ahahah he's not even my favorite actor or character.. but seeing this guy that totally looked like him just threw me off ahahah i would have probably gone there like"hey, hi Thor, whatcchadoin over here? is your planet doing good= and how's your brother?" kinda thing ahahah maybe i should have done that. Beside that i'm going to start working out from september 1st which is in 2 days :D can't wait to get my body fit and toned up! yey! Oh and tomorrow i'm also gonna go cut and dye my air again (they got kinda brown with blondish-reddish tips over the summer) and i'm doing the same thing i did last time cuz i loved so much, i think it might be my signature hairdo for a while :D ... oh also seeing a good friend of mine tomorrow i haven't seen in forever! soooo excited! and going to my man's practice afterwards ♥ oooohh and talked to my best friend in the USA tonight so i'm pretty happy about that too :) can't wait to see her again! YES! ..overall i feel pretty positive of this new year ahead of me, since last year has been a bit of a mess :/ ..o at least i know tomorrow's gonna be a good day :D ahahahah alright this should have been a quick post but just turned into a life update + whatever crosses my mind ahahah ttyl eveyone ;D 

Cheers

swear to god he looked like him! ahahahah

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Vanity is a mark of humility rather than of pride.

new entries!!! yeyeyeyeyeyeyeeeeeeeeee ahahahah i dunno when material things started making me so happy, but they actually do a little bit :) so.. my shoes actually arrived after 3 months and crappy postal service! then some make up from e.l.f. (that i actually find just awesome!) aaand a pair of shoes i bought in Budapest :D .. i have some bags, purses and clutch that are new too, but just don't feel like taking pictures right now eheheh lazy marta is lazy.

gotta get back to work now since i'm soooo far behind it's not even fun. byesbyes :) 

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shoes wishlist

hes been a while i've done my last wishlist, and i forgot how much fun it is to do that...it almost makes you feel like you actually bought the item ahah. I'm having postal service problems lately so i spent all morning trying to fix this, and beeing at the phone with the italian postal services.. and i can finally say that they just suck! it's not only me but apparently half the packages in the whole italian ground are lost for good. blah! i also noticed that a lot of ebay sellers do not even send their items to italy anymore! this is starting to suck balls. ah. ah. for now, here's my current shoes wishlist, even tho some of em are missing :) Cheers

ps. i'm likin this vignette so much..i really feel close to what it says.

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summer roaming pt.2½

teaching my boyfriend some photography basics :) 

so sad to drive back home :( no more vacation

since my university stuff isn't going into gear at all yet, i'm just messing around with pictures and summer memories for now. I know i should not but... whaa... who needs more stuff to work on when you're already busy? right?

well i wanted to type so many things but my busy-over working mind doesn't let me put everything in line making me not able to write down everything.

i'm also worried because my e.l.f. package should be here on the 24th but i wont be home for it!i'm leaving in a couple of days to go to my mother's birthday :) gonna be out for 4 days, then back to work :/ blhaaaaaaaaaaaaa! anyone willing to make this project for me???

Szent Istvàn bazilika in Budpest

Tropea - south Italy

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summer roaming pt.2

just a quick post with some other pics from this summer :) first two are from Budapest and the third one's from Calabria (south Italy). i know i haven't posted a lot on here lately, this is because i'm supposed to study for my architecture's exams and i'm spending the totality of the time trying in doing that, and not succeeding, and getting frustrated over it. If anyone does know some method to relieve stress and turn up creativity pleas let me know! i'm in desperate need of finding a great idea for the museum project i'm supposed to conceive! argh! it just feels like my brain doesn't really care about all the effort and time i'm wasting on this, and doesn't help at all. just to think of something else, i have so many new things to show you, and i'm still waiting my Foxy Spike shoes to show off! grrrrr! they had to send them to me again cuz it's pretty obvious the first package got lost somewhere. Oh and my sister just got back from her vacation as well, gotta tell ya, for as much as i love her, can't fucking stand her attitude while i'm trying to get shit done!!! ahah sorry for the little "venting post" i got here, wasn't really planning on that :) enjoy the pics :D Cheers

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summer raming pt.1½

this is gotta be a really super quick and super fast post so i'm just going to put up a couple of pics from my vacation still and tomorrow ill make a complete structured post i promise ( ahahah yeah right, like if i am good about it instead of blabbing all the time ) cheers!!!

my man took this one, not too bad!he's getting better at it ahah

randomness on the streets of Tropea, really poetic though

my uncle's kitten Achilles has been with us for a while this summer

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summer roaming pt.1

wicked sweets in Budapest! can't recall the name

me and Pacio looking down to Budapest

our room ♥

on of the streets around our appartment

on the seaside of Tropea (south Italy)

bad day for swimming :'( boohoooo

more pics from this summer coming soon :) 

Cheers!

ps. all pics belong to me if you wish to use any of them please credit and notice me,thanks!

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graphic

so i just completely updated my tumblr which i think it looks more elegant this way! hope you guys agree with me on that. I would love to have feedback on that but i know all of you are pretty lazy when it comes down to write comments ahaha
anyway, here's hat it looks like right now, and later today i'll be uploading some more pics from my vacation for sure :) 'later everyone

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Back! (...in black)

Good morning Budapest!  ♥

Hey there! i just got back from my hungarian trip and... I LOVE BUDAPEST!It's such a cool city!Everyone is friendly and polite, lots of teens, guys and girls and everything, it looks so alive!And even if we were staying right in the city center the prices of everything were still pretty cheap compared to italian ones (unless you go into the super touristic places, where the stuff still good but much higher prices), and BEER IS SO GOOD.. i believe the one i loved is called Borsodi if i go right, and it's actually a local beer kinda of cheap but i just loved it. PinaColadas were good as well eheheheheh yup me and my man got a little something to drink while there ahahahahahah. As for the food... so much FRIED stuff!!! good as hell fried stuff (which is totally different from crappy one that make you sick) dude, i ate so much fried food i could explode, i think i might not eat french fries for a while now ahahah but it was totally worth it! God i saw so many awesome things i can't actually think of all of them right now, and will totally make a post later when they'll pop up. I got to shoot so much stuff with my baby-camera but haven't had the time to adjust them yet, will do asap! meanwhile there are a couple of photos i already uploaded and some others shoot with my man's cellphone so not as good but still fun. 'later! Cheers

devil's taxi..always there when needed ahah

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appearance

I don't think people actually understand how thinking of superficial things can in fact be really relieving for a deep restless mind.

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random from the trip

Some "cold pasta" with tomatoes, mozzarella and olives,
and a "steak burger" at 9 in the moring ahahah loving the road trip!

apparently my boyfriend is not so good in taking pictures ahah

just some random and pretty crappy pictures from the trip me and my man just had. there are totally more artistic one i will post once i get the time to fix them on my computer! :)

hope you enjoy these random ones meanwhile ahah

oh and that's wha i was wearing at my boyfriend's birthday, i have also one of us together that's a little better ;)

gonna go read some Palahniuk to relax right now

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summer time (and the livin's easy)

Tropea - Calabria - South Italy
photo by me

yeah, i know i disappeared for a while, but i am totally justified, as this is where i've spent last week. Not bad huh?! like total relax with my boyfriend on the seaside ... hell yeahhh. I have so many pictures but no time to upload them now since i'm doing my laundry and everything cuz i'll be FLYING OFF TO BUDAPEST in 2 days! yayyyyy! never been there, and i'm soooo curious to see the city, everyone i spoke to told me it is beautiful!!! Is anyone of you from there, or have any suggestion on what to see/do/have to go to/can't miss over there??? i have read some stuff on the internet but knowing it directly it's totally different i'm sure. and i'll bring my camera with me to Budapest as well so i'll have even more pics to show you once i get back! yay! right now the only bad thing is that i'm missing all my friends, cuz summertime is kinda of hard to find everyone in town...oh well, i'll catch up with that later, i'm sure.
if i got time i'll upload some pics later on, promise ;) i hope everyone is enjoying their summer so far! CHEERS!

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million miles away

My friend Aku getting her arm covered :D 

My friend's recording studio entrance ahah

An other friend of mine, tattoo artist Welt

A random picture i took of Giulia in a very special park in Rome

Alright everyone, i'm leavin my house in like 5 minutes, so really do not have much time to update on here, i'll just leave you with some pics from my life last week.. i know they're all pretty random ahahah i'll see you in a week weirdos ;D hope for me there's gonna be some nice weather on the seaside since apparently it has to rain a while :/
the good thing is that i'll be full of pics to show you when i get back! hell yeah vacation! byebyebye

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almost there

Gomez and Morticia  ♥

ok so this is me and my boyfriend... ahahah i wish! i got so much into an "Addams Family" mood this week! i just love them, like i always had, but i actually started watching the episodes from 1964 ahah so sweet!

beside that my shoes and purse haven't arrived yet :/ they're sending me an other package since probably the first one got lost! it sucks! This week also some friends from Florida came here, tattoo artists Aaron and Nick, and Aaron's girlfriend (suicide girl) Kristen, can't wait to see the pics that came out from the other night ahah.. gotta go pack my stuff now, i'll write back later before leaving :D cheers eveyone

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silly stuff and horrific faces.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH ok, somebody just posted on facebook the ugliest picture of myself ahahah it's freaking hilarious! i'm like all drunken and stuff, my hair was puffy as fuck because of the humidity and i have the DARKEST skin tone..i don't know! that's not even my skin color! i love dark skin usually but NOT on myself i look so stupid ahahahahah sorry but i'm not confident enough to post it on here :P 

i will post some retarded pic i took this morning with the webcam tho! gotta go now, i just found out that a huge KIKO store just opened around here and HAVE to go there!!! like now!!! ahahaha

ahahahahah me getting the "model look" with the fan ahahah then realizing how ridiculous it was ahahah

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i hope you die

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train in vain

ahah well today i was supposed to do a shit ton of stuff and rush to my university...but i got up way too late and my friend didn't answer her phone so i just ended up not going. now i was all dressed and ready to go, so why not just take a couple of pics instead? ahah alright my make up today was really discreet compared to my everyday look, cuz i basically did it in 5 minutes as i was late,...but the light on my balcony was just so perfect, it called for a picture!yep only natural light on this one!

by the way the weather is getting so hot here it's barely standable, that's why i wasn't really upset about not leaving my house today ahah god, i'm probably just not used to it, but it's seriously way too hot for Rome.. i wish i was on the beach right now!

oh and if you were wandering that' my new skeleton-flower tank, i'm in love, it's so airy it's just perfect right now!(i think it's Pull&Bear.. don't feel like checking right now ahahah)

oh well, now icecream time! might upload something else later.

byebye

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