New Year's Evil Resolutions

ahahah ok, so i'm gonna make a flying post than go to bed as tomorrow i'll be leaving this place and i need to be totally super pumped! Well, this is because of all the options we had for celebrating New Year's eve, we couldn't decide just one, also cuz being in Rome in this particular period it's CRAZY, so we decided to do something else from everything! Gonna go to my old medieval family house in the mountains, with fire place, tons of FOOD and BOOZE and just some friends ahahahahaha i'm pretty scared of what could turn outta that! ahahah hoep is gonna be a good one for you as well ♥ END OF THE STORY: i'll be probably back in a couple of days, if you do not hear from me after that.. well.. ahahahah 

so here's some shitty pics of the other night, while we were trying to figure out what to do: 

 ahahahahah sorry about the last one, ended the night about pretty buzzed ahahahahah

oh god, have o many things to tell ya and i don't even have time for it! just a quick update: my best friend is coming back from London in like a week I'M SO EXCITED!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaa!
this one was the most important, others will come later...
oh and i haven't decided yet what to wear tomorrow's night! cuz i bought a super cute dress.. but then realized i'll be in the mountains with chimney smoke, and drinking,.. and stuff... and really don't feel like ruining it and/or feeling cold all night.. so gotta find something else to wear!
this was it tho :D isn't it cute and all "platinum metallic"! ♥

well gonna get my hot tea now and go to bed! Have fun weirdos! Happy New Year Motherfuckersssssssss! ahahah

XxX

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Monsters' Holiday

Hi weirdos! Did anyone miss me during those days?! Superfluous to say i've been busy, right?! ahahahah Hope everyone of you had some good time,this first part of the Holidays :) I'm personally not a big fan of Christmas but, you know, being Italian i can't really get away without going through the whole "family" lunches and dinners ahahahahah I gained almost 2 kilos these days, gotta start going to the gym again!!! I've been sick lately so ditched it for a while, also have to study a whole lot... wha my life hasn't had a rest since forever ago! ahah
 The picture up there is me all "dolled up" for Christmas' eve with my family ahahah i'm actually wearing something colored and even a little pinkish!!!! Never happened before in my entire life!!! ahahahah my parents were so happy about that ahah
happy Holidays and cheers eveone!

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to the bones

how comes that the import taxes in this country are almost as expensive as the item itself :'( bohooooo! it sucks, i gotta be more careful from now on.. by the way, i'm actually a little in a hurry, so i'll try to make this post quick but tell you all the coolest news around, all in one ahahah

Well, i've been making some sort of male model shoots lately, with really cool people, and hopefully our collaboration is gonna be a long one, as for now i did only the first one of many photoshoots to come! here's a backstage retarded picture my assistant took on the set ahah that's all i can show for now, as all the things aren't ready yet.

beside that, my new shes arrived in the mail! YAY! i know not everyone likes it, but.. i'm simply in LOVE with them, like they're SO comfortable and so easy to walk in is crazy, i got them 2 days ago and already wore it 2 times ahahah

Total love for these babies! now, gotta go take a shower, eat and go to the other side of the city in less than 2 hours... no way i'm gonna make it ahahah but at least i try! :D
cheers everyone!

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Ghosts

ph, styling, make up & pp, all me :) 

Hello everybody :D i have some news for ya! yes i know, i'm still procastinating my "new stuff" post ahahah but i'm serving you pretty cool pics on the other hand, am i right or what?! ahahah
by the way i gotta tell you that Black Milk sent me the coolest e-mail after purchasing one of their skirt ahahah can't wait for it to get here! Here is a couple of pictures from the same shooting session i improvised some weeks ago, but stay tuned cuz for once i'll be posting some male photography soon :D i loved shooting that guy! :) Now i gotta go to the post office (have to say that here in Italy pot services suck pretty bad) and try to make all my packages arrive to me.  Cheers everyone, i'll update the blog some more later! :D

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VelveT

I just figured out that some of the pics i took yesterday are actually showing my new leggins! So, while waiting for my "new stuff" post i can just upload those pics i've shot :D 

they're kinda similar to the Black Milk ones calle Burned velvet, but they're not made of spandex, thery're actually velveted leggins i bought for 20euros , and i'm so happy i've found them as i was kinda obsessed with the black milk ones and these costed me like 1/5 of how much i would (or could not) spend on those BM ones.. plust thery're really warm and cozy ♥

oh and i know the pics are not the best ones, but were the only ones where the leggins were showing :P 

This said, i wander how comes that i get SO MANY visits on this blog (which i'm surprised of actually) but really rare comments?! I'd LOVE to talk to you silent reader!!! So feel free to comment in the box below ♥

love you all, byes

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Jeffrey Dahmer

Hi there everyone! I' know i'been pretty bad with online writing lately, but i'm getting off this sickness so i'll probably will be more active soon :) Let's spend a momento on the fact that this morning, somebody decided to wake me up after only 4 hours of sleep (ughgghhhhhhh!) so i'm pretty much in a "serial killer" kinda of mood right now, ahahah why not to write a post on this beautiful state of mind?! right?! ahahah oh well, beside me being super tired, i had (plenty) of time this morning, so i decided i'd do a couple of pics for you, thank god make up and a little photoshop helped with my under eyes' huge shadows. Also from tomorrow is gonna be a crazy week and weekend so i kind of really do need to get some sleep today..hopefully. Big things coming up! I'm gonna have a weird photoshooting with a weird guy this saturday (that's all i can say) and right after, huge concert for me! hell yeah, i think it's gonna be much fun, and i really need to be super charged up for this week end or i might die ahahaha 

This been said, i know, i promised you i'd show some of the new stuff i got, and also the ones that are on their way here, but i think i'll do an entire post only on that since there's a lot i'd like to talk about, and it's on totally an other topic :D
sooo, keep checking for a new post full of cool stuff soon!
Cheers!

ps. too bad i can't go see Macabre and Obituary live this week end because of my many things to do, well actually i'm only sad for not seeing Macabre playin'.. well i'll have fun anyways :) 

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Bogeyland

As many of you already know, has been a pretty complicated (and unlucky!) period for me lately, that's also why this blog hasn't been updated much lately... anyways, since i don't want you to miss me too much, i'm just gonna post some random pictures of the last period. First: i've bought some "fake bangs!" ahahah i know i sounds a little creepy and even a bit disgusting to some of you, but i've found out that this is the BEST way to have bangs but not need to care about them too much! Who's curly haired like me, knows what i'm talking about ahahaha it's just so annoying having to care about the fuzziness and everything... so here it is! my brand new hair bang! ahah well, this is the total length, i think i'll be cutting it to like half this length for the perfect "bettie bangs" :D 

yes, i know i have huge eyes.

Number 2 : has been Akuma's birthday! and even tho i was pretty sickish i made myself go anyays and.. things go crazy at the pub ahahaha not really able to remember every single thing of that night, fun tho! ahah

yeah right, retarder face ahahahah
later i'm making a post with the latest things i've bought! :D also cuz they're gonnabe the last thing i buy for a while, as money is being a bitch lately eheh
cheers everyoneeeeeee!

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the Riddler

"face it"

Kinda of a sad post today, i know, it's not the usual "me", but in life there's good and bad, fears and interests, fears especially. The only fact of knowing that tomorrow for me is gonna be an awful day makes my mood horrible, my nerves break, my head hurt, and just generally feel like the most disgusting shit. Well at least if i can feel all of this it must mean that i'm alive somehow. I wish i could just sleep and wake up the day after tomorrow, but i guess this isn't gonna happen, need to be strong, i usually am but need to be stronger, and fight against myself and my fears all at once. Just like those disgusting medicines you had to take as a child, you knew it was for your own good, but at the same time you couldn't just accept how disgusting they were and tried to avoid them anyways. Right now i'm just resigned to it, and i'm gonna try and have some sleep before anxiety starts kicking in. To make up with this lame post i've uploaded this couple of pics i took of my sister and her best friend, just a totally improvised shooting i arranged in my kitchen ahah. Good night everyone, and i wish to every single one of you a better day than mine.

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experimenting my life away ( a photographer post )

for a bigger view: HERE

Yes dear people, i'm still sick, but starting to feel better now, so i decided to spend some time on the computer, before i have to return to my busy life works, to experiment with one of the pictures i've taken some time ago in a photography studio and this is what turned out. I have to admit i'm pretty happy with how this turned out, but at the same time this could NEVER on earth get close to the work of the two awesome talented photographers that inspired me. Actually the entire post should be on them and on how amazing they are, and i really hope someday to get at least closer to the amazing masterpieces they create.

first one is of COLORS that only Laura Ferreira knows how to manage, her works have so much impressed me i started using many colors in this picure, even tho my usual photography isn't much colored, i rather use really soft, "dirty", not really standing out, colors usually, but this time i wanted to dare miking different and opposite tones (even tho not as much as she does).
one of her works:

 but as you can see her work, as sunning as it can be, is at the same time extremely "fashion" which is not my cup of tea. This brings me to my second inspiration, Cunene.
I just recently found her work but it totally got me, and only later i've found out she's Italian, which made me so happy as i wish to meet her at some point :D
by the way her EDITING is just superb, she makes the skin looks like porcelain or some painting of the early '700, adding it all with a little brush marks now and then.. i'm just completely in love (and i'm not even sure how she makes that possible!?!?!) 

so in the end taking those 2 inspiration and mixing up with a more "grunge-ish" and "intimate" look that is more mine, that image is what came from, i know that compared with those artists my work can result kind of "poor" but it does reflect me and my point of view, so i wish you will understand it, and hope you like it.

soon i'll be back with some more "fashion" post as today's black friday has been dedicated to some online shopping! :D eheh
byebye everyone!

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sickkkkkkk

BLAH! i got so damn sick lately it's just so unfair! that's also why i don't get on the computer as often right now, cuz i'm basically confined in bed drinking my hot herbal tea... has been 4 days since i last smoked, drunk coffee (!!!) or anything a little alcoholic, i hate feeling like this... probably also lost some weight as i wasn't able to eat without puking for a while. well, i'm pretty sure you didn't really want to hear that but ahahah ok i'm just really lame and self complaining when i feel like shit. So to make up for this sickish post i'll put up a pretty funny pic i took while actually shooting more serious stuff with my model/friend/photographer as i thought se looked so cute i NEEDED to edit this picture of her :) which actually turns me in a good mood when looking at it. Hope next post will be a little more happy going, maybe if you want i could post some dunkenass pictures from my friend birthday last week ahahah but i'm warning you: those are ugly as fuck ahaha byes everyone, hope you actually feel better than i do!

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Kreator + Morbid Angel + Nile = badass!

ahahah oh god i had SO MUCH FUN at the concert you have no idea, even tho i'm at home and can't move cuz my back it's completely fucked! (shit!) but anyways the only real bad thing has been: I FORGOT MY CAMERA! yes i did not bring it cuz i suck and my memory is lame and likes to trick me with those things, boooooooooooooo me!!!ahahahahahah so the only pictures i have are some cellphone ones my friends took.. i'm sorry cuz hey pretty much look awful but i'll post them anyways as are the only ones :D now gonna go a night out with my girls! cheers!

at the airport with aku (loving my new lipstick eheh)

beer and chips time

deep feelings of a sandwich ahah

aku, me and cristina at the concert!!!

fucking Morbid Angel finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

Dave Vinceeeeeeeeent! (with his Toxic Vision custom vest ahah)

best picture of me ever taken ahahahahahah "the Vincent Effect"

hell yeah!

...and Kreator!!!

ps. THANKGOD Morbid Angel played only 2 songs out of their new album which i'm really NOT a big fan of! ahahah i was scared they would put more new stuff into the playset but i'm so glad they did not! the conecrt was just great!!!

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that's when she gets so mean

hey everybody! i'm finishing to pack my stuff and heading to Milan for the concert! i'll see you all when i come back hoping not to be too bruised ahahah love you all, keep it up \m/ 

hair is getting longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ♥ 

(you can actually see it only when i straighten it :P ) 

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Hordes of Chaos

i just realized how my posts' titles are almost 100% about horror stuff or zombies or similar things ahaha well i guess that's gonna be my signature thing from now on ahah

i'm feeling a little slowed down today as yesterday has been a nice night out with friends and concerts..which means i've drunk a little and today i'm not completely into it ahahah oh well whatever. Plus this shitty weather of today doesn't really help me waking up. 

this one is few days ago... dude it's getting chilly out! wearing 3 billion layers of clothes one on another.. ahah feeling so huge and can't really move easily, but still better than freezing lol

instead this one was before going out yesterday as i had few spare minutes to fill..not super elaborate make up, but a really comfortable one as it stays for all the night not smudging and stuff, perfect if willing to 

have fun without worrying too much ^^ 

BUT the only real great news i have got for you today is... 

THAAAA DHAAAAAAAA!!! ahahah this is where i'm gonna be on tuesday!!! HELL YEAH super mega badass concert in Milan! i'll leave on monday night and come back on wednesday evening, so probably i won't be able to post anything on here for few days, hope you won't miss me too much ;) eheh ... well it's definitely gonna be worth it, and i know that those of you that listen to metal would be excited as i am right now in my place :D eheh

here's an idea of what's going to happen at the concert: i'm warning you, if you don't like metal too much just leave those videos unplayed ahahahah

now gonna go do some work, as i'm leaving and can't do my stuff for few days, so i need to do that now! cheers everyone! much love ♥

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dancing with some zombies..

I'll have to be super quick on this post as people is waiting for me to go to the movie ahahah so i'll just update you with some random stuff for the moment, as i have so many thoughts and topics i can't really go trough each one right now ahah

those were the things i did buy for my halloween costume, which i didn't do int he end ahaah BUT i did use all of these for my other 2 costumes with different purposes! yes sometimes i can be really creative lol

instead these are some of the new stuff i just bought, thighs, skirt and shirt, they all feel so comfy e and worm!i'm so happy bout it since recently i basically emptied my entire closet and barely had anything for winter time..i bought few more things as well i'll show you some other time

well now i really gotta run, so i'm leaving you with this epic education WIN for the Addam's Family ahahahahah

Cheers everyone!

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if my life was on paper..

Hi there again! two posts in one day! wow! that's quite a lot for me ahahah just wanted to share some more stuff with you all guys and ladies! First of all i noticed i use to many smiley faces when typing, specially in english, so i've decided i'm gonna try really hard to express my ideas without using alternative graphic signs (i do not need you stupid parenthesis to smileeee! ahah). Alright so the stuff i wanted you to take a look at it's a pretty amazing comic strip that I SWEAR represents my everyday life so much it's incredible ahahah

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these are awesome strips where the character is called NEMI by Lise Myhre for those of you who don't know her yet  ♥

talkin' about me on paper.. i have to send a huge THANK YOU to AkiMao for this beautiful portrait she did of me in waterclor! i think is completely stunning, so stunning i've put it up on the blog title! i'm sure you find her as talented as i do! 

here's her deviantART account

you can find the original picture just few posts down this page!

cheers everyone have a nice day!

ps. last post was my 100 post on here! i'm starting to be not a newbie anymore ahah

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split personality

nope, i haven't forgotten you guys, i'm just being really busy, and yesterday instead of updating my blog i was watching the USA's elections :) and i must say i'm SO HAPPY about Obama's victory!now, i wish my country would have a president just like that.. even tho that's sadly never going to happen :( ... well don't have many pictures of the last days since my handy camera definitely died and it's not really easy to take some with my big baby ahah

By the way yesterday i got some news that made me really excited and happy and everything and i'll totally tell you as soon as who-i-know gives me the OK for it :D yeyeyeye! 

meanwhile i got some random webcam pics to keep you up with my stupid face ahahahah

supre RARE to see em with a normal NUDE make up like this one, but maybe somebody likes it ;) 

here's a more "normal" for me look ahah featuring my best natural hair curl ahah

and with those 3 i guess it should be enough for now ahahahahah 

cheers everyone! :D 

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